when i said goodbye.

what a strange scene. she opened the door and grabbed me. she's never hugged me so hard and intensly before. standing in her front door, the wind was blowing hard, i looked into her eyes, and what i saw, what was inside her at that moment:

not the person i fell in love with.

something had changed. not just 'us' but something inside her. the light she used to give off just wasn't there anymore.

all of a sudden, i don't feel so bad.

i'll grow, i'll move on, but she'll always have a piece of my heart.