but the good feels good, you know?
i have been thinking about my life a lot. and there is a lot of things in it that i am not happy with. but i have never lied about them. i acknowledge their existance. what i am thinking is that i can focus on what ever i want to. this is what is important. now what is good and what is bad in me. but what i dwell on. if i can notice the bad, but not dwell in it, and instead focus on the good, then i will be set. Maybe i have over simplifed. but i think there is a valuble line of thought here. in my recent ego ups and downs. in my recent ego extreams. when i feel oh so special. and when i feel like shit. i have notieced that i tend to continue which ever i believe to be true. if i think and focus on my good sides then i am more likely to be thoes good things. and if i think about how shitty some of my sides are then i act them out. ***and then there is always that i am what ever i am feeling at any given moment so why not feel good about myself and this world. why not feel good about my work and my town and this world. i wont be naieve, but i will dig for the positive, what ever it is and push that to continue, and the bad shit can dwell other places, creeping out now and then, being experience and understood...but not focused on.
i supose this is not by any streach a complete thought but i am drunk now and it's all i got. so rock on you fucks.
... i mean rock and roll you radical rad's!
i do think i am reading too deeply into this philosophy though, and sometimes forgeting to just live.
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