3 staight days, no drinking.
you might think it would get easier after a while but it doesn't. at least not yet. I guess three fuckin days isn't much at all. but when you are used to drinking whenever you get bored, it's hard. I live in ashland. nothing to do what so ever. Yeah yeah i know, only boring people are bored. That's what every parent said to everybody ever. but i usually get creative with my time, but i can't do it all day long. i've tried. it's very draining. you can only spend so much money on canvases and sketch pads, and only so much time on the computer. YEAH IM A WHINER AND AN EXCUSE MAKER. Tonight sucked at work. It was just one of those nights. Nothing specific. It made me want to drink. Luckily there's no beer in my house so I'll have to wait for tomarrow. I'm going to try to create something tomarow, so I feel special. It can be anything(except a child of course, that's bad news any way you look at it). I need to see a concert, bad!
Prediction for tomarra:
Sit around, drink, sleep, wake up, cry, sleep
Cigs - Half pack a day
Pizza - Only 2 and half slices today!
Poon - None
This brings me to my next little stupid thing on me mind. Might as well go with it since Im obviously in the ranting mood.
I live in a small town. Not really small, but small enough for pretty much everyone in town to know each other. I walk through town at 4:30 am drunk as shit trying to get home and I will run into someone I know doing the same thing. 4:30am! Anyway, pretty much all the girls that are available or willing or whatever are bad ideas for me to see or get up on or whatever. Why you ask? Here's the next paragraph....
Every chick I've met in the last two years is either an ex of or seeing someone I know. If its not that then everyone I know has stories about the poor girl. You honastly cant so much as go to the movies or fucking make out at a party, without paying for it in some way later. By that I mean I go to a party, some sort of silliness happens with some girl, the next day at work some guy is telling me he heard about what happened. I ask him how and he says he heard it from so and so. I say "Well, so?" He proceeds to tell me a story about how that girl gave his friend head and then turned around and went home with some shady ass dude. I tell him I don't care and I don't need those stories. He mentions that she has a boyfriend. I say "Oh well, I didn't know". He says "it's so and so.." I say "FUCK!"
There are so many differant variations on this it sucks. Oh Well.
Fuck, Im a Loser. Or Maybe Im just bored. Hmmmmmmm...
Much Luv,
Sledg
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