i have not written in a while so i thought that i would write something. not much to say though i am at home, a bit board, but doing good. i just watched troy. it was pretty bad, but i may watch it again. i am reading the odyssey right now. it is actually very good, and enjoyable after the weird writing style.
i feel the need to write about what has been going on. i guess because this is what i do in my journal if i write in that. so i talked to by boss today and told him that i wanted to continue working there for the summer and fall, until it slows down and i can quit without feeling bad. i had thought about quiting in about two months and walking the pacific crest trail up to canada. this seemed to be to be and amazing idea and the next step for me to take, (to ....?). but i really am enjoying my job, and am a real cook now. i like all of the people that i work with and it seems worthwile to stay here for the summer and make $, though i dispise the shit. i fugure i can care less about it once i have more of it. ehhh?
i am planting a garden at my neighbors house, probably tomorrow and tuesday. i have wanted to do this many times before but never did. now i will. This is someting i want to learn about.
i am going to drop out of school for a while after this term. i am over it. i constantly get angry at the things my teachers teach me, and waste a lot of time finding a reason to listen to what they have to say. That i am paying them to teach me, is not one of thoes reasons. I am taking spanish class and like it. i am not learning a whole lot of spanish. but my teacher is from peru. and i carry her stuff to class for her ever day. so we talk about a lot of stuff that is interesting.
i also have grown a bit of an ego. i would not say it is ginormous like eric's but maybe some day. it feels good. i have had such low self esteeme for so much of my life. i let my ego get out of hand a few weeks ago, and now tetter totter between feeling very positive and very negietive. most of the time i am happy though. i have only been puting my self into situations that i want to be in since i got back from my trip. i like this a lot. because i tent to feel that unself confidence in situations that i don't want to be in. i may have learned this in europe, because though i was in many challenging situations. i tended to know what i was getting myself into and decide to be there.
i'll be very happy when school is out and look foward to drinking lots of beer and sitting in the sun. El Sol. Estoy el rey en la ligera del Sol.
well take care homeslice'es. and rock on.
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