sometimes home feels so strange... it's as if home is feeling less and less like home, and the grove is starting to take it's place. i feel like i don't really belong here. i mean, i love the people i still have here, and i love my family and my home, but... sometimes it's almost too painful to really handle. i've got too much history here, it feels like. especially around the holidays, when memories of past christmases start stirring up... then it just hurts.
sometimes i don't feel comfortable in my own skin, let alone my home. it's all so unsettling.
sorry.
always.....
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