1- the heat hasn't been on in my building since yesterday.
-----a. my fingers feel arthritic because of the cold.
-----b. i'm wearing thermals, a shirt, a hoodie and a jacket.
----------i. typing with gloves doesn't work.
-----c. it's fucking cold.
3- i did some much needed maintenance on the site
-----a. i added the 'contact' link on the right
-----b. i updated the 'about' section
-----c. i (finally) updated the staff section
----------i- jessi is finally there
----------ii- ian is also there.
-----d. i put up the framework for eric.endysis.org
-----e. i made the archives work.
. there is something theraputic about writing php in the freezing cold, listening to american analog set. these last few days have been uneventful. i created an informative bullitan boards, i made door tags for everyone in my hall, i created my schedule for this term in outlook. it's been good, albeit cold.
i miss her, but i'm not all-consumed. perhaps i know that she fucked this one up. i'm not left to ponder if it was me. there was a certain ammount of closure there, no matter how fucked up it seems. it's good. the only time it really hits me is when i am digging through my files and up pops a picture of us kissing, or hugging or lying on my couch stuffed full of turkey. that's what gets me, and to be honest, it's not even that bad. just a pin in the heart instead of a shiv. i emerge victorious.
classes start tomorrow, but not until 11 for little eric. i love sleep.
okay, so seriously, this pisses me off, my toes fucking ache from the cold. fuck this. honestly, what did i do to deserve this?
well, that's about it for me. i'm going to do a little more coding then probably hit the sack. if any college girls want to take a chance on a dork, let me know, i've got all the time in the world.
much love to all.
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