Ever since i got back from the Mogwai concert I have been experiencing a new way to exist. It isn't really new i have felt it before, but since it is has been with me these last few days i think it is a good idea to write about it. I won't say it is disconnection from life, but it is the first thing that comes to mind. (ha, git it). But truthfully I do not like the image that creates, being disconnected from life. It is more like looseing the attachment to it. It is more accepting to the things that go on around me. If someone does not treat me very well, i don't want to denie that i don't like it. But I can just accept it and say oh well that is how things go. Of if I do something that i regret, i can loose the regret and say oh well it is overwith now. And not worry about it or let it seem like a huge deal.
I guess it is is like i just stop taking life so seriously. it really isn't that serious if you think about it. Sometimes i will read about some spirtualy thing or magical occurance. And it really makes me question how important this one life is. My one life. This thing i read makes me zoom out from life and see a whole picture, what ever it may be of, and suddenly that bad day in my life of lonelyness, or weakness, just seems so small. It seems like it is not worth very much attention.

A new way of life

jonR

Monday 23 August 2004 at 1:17 pm

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