Pretty much everyone I know is gone for the holidays. Not me. I'm here in southern Oregon. Sure there are still a few people around I like to see, but I see myself watching South Park and going to sleep tonight. I am always excited when I have some days off from work but then I'm always disapointed with how I use the time. It seems like there are interesting things to do when I have to work instead. My dream of getting paid to do nothing is starting to ride off into the work for the rest of your life sunset. I don't even know if that makes sense.
The saddest song I've heard in a long time:Outburst by Wesley Willis.
I know it sounds silly but that song really has this helplessness to it, that makes me want to walk up and give a stranger a hug.
I got my Christmas shopping done. Finally. I am always insecure with my gift choices, I don't know why. Although I do think Eric will enjoy what I got him. Not telling.
I'm going to buy a big heat lamp, sit around in just my swimming trunks, sip mai tai's, and listen to Mr. Bungle's California. Maybe my roommates will join me. It will be fun. I think. Maybe listen to the Dazed and Confused soundtrack. Talk to some ladies.
God I'm a TOOL sometimes......
Much Luv,
SLEDG
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