I have been sitting inside my room for the last week or so, listening to all 3 albums by Gary Wilson on repeat, drinking Pabst Genuine Draft, organizing a giant super external hard drive that has every mp3 ive ever had on it (hint: a lot of fucking files), and fighting off a feeling of worthlessness that has been the strongest Ive ever felt in my whole life. Here are some things that have been making me feel fear this last week:

-I fear my best friend down here, Dave, a recovering heroin addict, might have relapsed
-I fear I am wasting my life
-I fear I'm not going to be able to find a job
-I fear I'm not gonna ever make any friends down here, and thus, be one of those strange dudes that spends all his time alone (like I have been)
-I fear something really bad is about to happen
-I fear that after all this hard work, my external hard drive is gonna crash and lose all my music
-I fear I may someday punch one of my roommates in the face and break my hand
-I fear Im gonna start fearing everything

Thats it,
Much Luv,
Sleddg

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ian

Sunday 06 July 2008 at 7:19 pm

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come back to the magical land that is oregon...where the pabst is sporting a blue ribbon, the horizon is bursting of rolling hills (and/or mountains), and the friends come at you like an MF Doom song. much love
-love, oregon

wispy

Holy Shit! That might be one of the best pictures I've ever seen.

T-bag

I'd love to assure you that everything will be OK, but I'm fresh outta ideas. Maybe go and see "The Fall." It's a real spirit lifter-upper.

Jeryl

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