Life shifted again, this time in perfect timing with the weather shifting. My wonderful, fun, exciting, relaxing, comfortable, happy relationship came to a screeching halt. His official reason was "it's too complicated" and he "just couldn't deal with it."
Background: He and I have been very very close friends for six years now, know everything about each other, support each other through the hardest times. He also happens to be friends with/play in the band with/live with the EX. Keep in mind that He and I have a history that extends waaaay before I even knew who the EX was. However, as the EX is prone to do, he has pretty much made life hell for Him since we started seeing each other, pouting around the house, making things uncomfortable, and it has started to affect the band, as well. So His decision to end us is in direct correlation to the fact that the EX can't be an adult and get over it. The EX cheated on me, he broke up with me, he has a girlfriend now who he is crazy about... I don't see why the decision for Us to start up a relationship is so out of the question. But apparently I "just don't get it."
Also, I have lost all interest in remaining friends with the EX. Turns out he's not the person I used to love, and I don't have any interest in maintaining a relationship with someone like that.
I get to go to Maryland for a long weekend at the end of Oct. I'm visiting my friend Caine aka: my other half. I cannot wait. To get even a small glimpse of New England in the fall should be enough of a fix for the rest of the winter. I'm pretty much thrilled about this.
always.....
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