sunday night i get a phone call from him, telling me he hasn't been able to stop thinking about me and can we have dinner to discuss "us".
now the tricky thing is if this had happened, say, july or august, i wouldn't have even had to think about it. i would have just said yes and gone for it. but right now, at this exact moment, i've finally reached a place where i'm over it, i'm done with it, i've moved on. timing is a constant bitch.
so last night we went out to dinner. i figured i could at least hear him out. he had some interesting things to say. most of the right things, actually. i wouldn't say yes or no to us giving it a second shot. i've gotta think about it. but we're supposed to be having dinner again together next week. i'm sort of wondering at this point if he wants to get back together because he genuinely still cares, or if he's just trying to make up for last time.
i told him that i essentially have like 18 big sisters standing behind me telling me i'd better not even thinking about giving him a second chance. a couple of big brothers, too. he said he knows he has his work cut out for him.
i'm intrigued. and curious. and completely confused.
always.....
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