especially today, last night we got very personal with some people that have bars around out hostel. met a guy named Noah who was the shit. but now, now they are getting to know us. we are being accepted because for the time being we live here. this requires more effot. i am delving in deeper into myself i guess. i dont know i am having a hard time to find the right words, but you know what i mean.
i think i am trying to hard to be relaxed. and it is making me afraid to put myself out there. because i think a part of me is acting. i also think i am over analyzing. ..
i am gong to go to the beach and meditate. my trip is not lacking partying and relaxing. it is missing focus and a bit of effort.
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