i have been meeting people. good people, friendy people. They are trying to teach me. i am amazed by these people. but learning is job. they will teach but i have to help them. by being open and receptive. but mosty by trying. i have to leave my comfort zone. and habla con los mexicanos. it is very diffucult for me. before i came i told myself that it didnt matter. that nothing did because this is mexico. i wont meet these people again. but i still find it very hard to open up.
especially today, last night we got very personal with some people that have bars around out hostel. met a guy named Noah who was the shit. but now, now they are getting to know us. we are being accepted because for the time being we live here. this requires more effot. i am delving in deeper into myself i guess. i dont know i am having a hard time to find the right words, but you know what i mean.
i think i am trying to hard to be relaxed. and it is making me afraid to put myself out there. because i think a part of me is acting. i also think i am over analyzing. ..

i am gong to go to the beach and meditate. my trip is not lacking partying and relaxing. it is missing focus and a bit of effort.

el dia de hoy

jonR

Friday 24 March 2006 at 4:51 pm

Two comments

jon it is downright wonderfull to hear from you.
sledg
Friday 24 March 2006 at 4:51 pm
Awesome, just act natural buddy. From my experience, Mexicanos are genuine people, be youreslf and that will speak volumes.
Jweryl
Friday 24 March 2006 at 4:51 pm

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