I don't really know where this is going. for now i am happy in ashland. But i think my image of living in ashland for a long time is starting to get a few holes in it. I am really happy that I am going to europe. and i look foward to working less and going to school, at leats a little bit. (Eric you are an inspiration to me, because of the way you were looking foward to that lifestyle, of learning, working hard and achieving). And i look foward to cooking more. I will do this a little at work, but they may be phasing me out, oh well. But with more free time i can cook at home. I made a pie last night. It was fun. and my dad wants me to be the cook at home, which is cool with me. Oh and living with my dad should be a test for me. I am doing well so far of not falling back into my old habits of attacking his ego, his persona, and getting into big arguments. But I still do it a bit. We need to learn to let eachother be. We will i think.
So to all of you readers out there, i think it is time. time to move foward. This does not mean out of ashland, but it does mean to not be held back by it. Or by portland or corvalis or san francisco. or whereever.
Hey I love you guys, and i will be seeing you all soon.
I was thinking of camping on friday, or saterday, or sunday, or monday night. Call me up if you want to. because summer is almost over.
rock.
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